I’m Not Needed

I’m Not Needed

Wanted, yes. Valued, definitely. But am I needed?

In 1999 I was busy. Active in my community, working, volunteering, and given the stress I often felt, integral to much of it.

Ah yes. Stress. How would I get it all done? Who was going to help? Couldn’t someone else step up for a change? If I didn’t manage the task, what a mess we’d have. My multiple commitments were at times heavy. At times I desired release. But who would do it if I didn’t?

Then the calendar turned. May 24, 1999. The phone call. Our daughter. In an accident. Catastrophic injury. Intensive Care. Life-long disability. Rehabilitation.

24321290_665ceba5be_nIn a heartbeat, I leapt off my Carousel-of-Busy-ness and was dragged into a Medical-House-of-Horror.

4107321232_fa168c6e39_nI couldn’t keep a leg in both places. After a few sad efforts, I dropped my commitments like discarded candy wrappers and immersed myself in what would become our family’s new normal.

Life eventually settled down. A day came when I went back and visited my land of Busy-ness. What ill effects had occurred when I made my unexpected exit, dropping responsibilities and commitments in my wake?

Ill effects? Not a lot. The committees and organizations were still happily humming along. People had filled the gaps I left, and with just a few ripples.

happy face

 

I’m not sure if that was good or not.

It did impress me, though. We are not the centre of anything. We are valued parts, but not pivotal. God will always catch up any loose threads we leave accidentally, on purpose, or because he’s pulled us out. If something is in his plan, he’ll attend to it, with or without us.

For me, it was an object lesson in wearing the yoke with Jesus. If I can’t pull or carry the weight, he can, he will. I do not need to stress about anything!

“Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.” Matthew 11:28-30

yoke

photo credit: Bienen via photopin (license)
photo credit: DSCN10905 via photopin (license)
photo credit: how many channels does it get? via photopin (license)

When the Bough Breaks

Don't miss a post!

Want the next post delivered right to your inbox? Just enter your email in the field below!

4 Comments

Loretta Bouillon

about 2 years ago

Wow, Bobbi, your words are what I needed today. Thank you!

Reply

Bobbi

about 2 years ago

I'm glad it resonated with you , Loretta!

Reply

Melanie Fischer

about 2 years ago

Wow! What a lesson you have learned on letting go! And now look at you...in a place where you can share and teach these lessons to others. I love these words Bobbi "If I can’t pull or carry the weight, he can, he will. I do not need to stress about anything!" Blessings to you Bobbi!

Reply

Bobbi

about 2 years ago

It's a great lesson to have under my belt, Mel. Now if only I could master it without those little slips! LOL

Reply

Leave a Comment

Please be polite. We appreciate that.
Your email address will not be published and required fields are marked